[ Toi can. because it's an insensitive question to ask somebody who's just had to kill somebody on her own, but Michiru was the one outside and if she got her sight back at the same time as everybody else, she would be able to see the most.
Ayabe's not going to ask because something something respect and also because he's a wuss, Toi doesn't look like a wuss. ]
I'm sure she was. But something is better than nothing, isn't it?
[ It's a lot of hope to hang on others, though, and he reaches out and gives the doorknob another useless rattle. For as many times as it's been tried this past week, it'd be their luck if the thing just fell off. ]
[ It shouldn't count, but honestly, he's just kidding himself at this point. ]
...I couldn't understand very well what happened since I couldn't hear people speak, but Nikki was driven by some unconscious desire to hurt somebody else, right? And we have so many people here with conscious desires.
That sort of thing shouldn't be normal in any circumstance.
[ He comes from a normal world, bro... All of this continues to sound fake and his gut reaction is to extend the same for everybody and say that Nikki was just a normal girl with a normal life too. ]
It's too late to ask her now... I'm still having trouble accepting any of this as real, honestly.
[ There's a look like he wants to say something about Toi being Just A Kid, but that sort of thing sets Ken off and he wouldn't be surprised if Toi acted the same. What's age when experience matters most, anyways.
He can still hate having to deal with this. ]
...sounds like you know what you're talking about, from experience. You had a tough life?
You mean if I get attacked? Of course I'd do anything I can to get out alive.
[ ...That addresses nothing of what he's willing to do, he knows. Would he be able to kill somebody if it came to it? How would it feel like if he gave into the compulsion to kill people here- he's irritable easily, he has a temper too, and despite appearances, he's not weak. ]
[ He opens his mouth to ask "why?" but just imagining Asch or Meltryllis tackling a wererat to the ground to save another person makes him stop. ]
...If some people have that mindset. It doesn't have to be everybody, and there's already plenty of people who stick their nose into people's business and go out on the limb for somebody else.
Just tell them you don't want to talk about it. They don't need to know your business.
[ You're the one that controls how much people know... or something like that. That's what Ayabe does, anyways, although he doesn't have a some sort of deep dark history to keep hidden from the world. ]
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[ Toi can. because it's an insensitive question to ask somebody who's just had to kill somebody on her own, but Michiru was the one outside and if she got her sight back at the same time as everybody else, she would be able to see the most.
Ayabe's not going to ask because something something respect and also because he's a wuss, Toi doesn't look like a wuss. ]
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[ michiru seems like the type of person who would want to get shit done, honestly, so toi will let her grieve and then go knock on her door. ]
Although she might have been distracted as well.
[ from the murder ]
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[ It's a lot of hope to hang on others, though, and he reaches out and gives the doorknob another useless rattle. For as many times as it's been tried this past week, it'd be their luck if the thing just fell off. ]
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... and murder, I guess.
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[ It shouldn't count, but honestly, he's just kidding himself at this point. ]
...I couldn't understand very well what happened since I couldn't hear people speak, but Nikki was driven by some unconscious desire to hurt somebody else, right? And we have so many people here with conscious desires.
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I'd wonder if that's normal for her, but considering those three girls also have animal characteristics...
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[ He comes from a normal world, bro... All of this continues to sound fake and his gut reaction is to extend the same for everybody and say that Nikki was just a normal girl with a normal life too. ]
It's too late to ask her now... I'm still having trouble accepting any of this as real, honestly.
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It'll be a lot easier.
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[ Impossible. ]
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... that's not to say that it's okay or anything. But it's what we have to deal with.
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He can still hate having to deal with this. ]
...sounds like you know what you're talking about, from experience. You had a tough life?
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[ tough or not... you have to roll with what's handed to you. ]
Others had worse.
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[ Who here would win the tough life olympics? ]
...What should I be doing? I want to stay out of all of this, but that's not going to be an option.
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The rule is that each week someone is gonna die, but we have no idea what goes into all of that.
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[ ...That addresses nothing of what he's willing to do, he knows. Would he be able to kill somebody if it came to it? How would it feel like if he gave into the compulsion to kill people here- he's irritable easily, he has a temper too, and despite appearances, he's not weak. ]
Will you be able to take care of yourself?
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[ toi is aware that he is at a disadvantage if things come down to a fist fight, considering he is 14 and why do so many people have abs here.
but. he'll figure it out. ]
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...If I'm around and can do something about it, I won't let anything happen to you. To anybody in this place.
[ He glances over at Toi. ]
If everybody has that mindset, it should be better, right? There's no need to fight on your own.
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It's going to be difficult to convince everyone of that.
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...If some people have that mindset. It doesn't have to be everybody, and there's already plenty of people who stick their nose into people's business and go out on the limb for somebody else.
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Are there? Oh, the really loud people?
[ toi
may have been actively avoiding those people ]
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[ Also Galo, but. He still needs to ask Galo about something before he would advertise Galo. ]
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[ yeah. ]
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[ You're the one that controls how much people know... or something like that. That's what Ayabe does, anyways, although he doesn't have a some sort of deep dark history to keep hidden from the world. ]
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[ he won't tell anyone shit if he doesn't want to but!! toi gets annoyed!!! too easily!!!! so he is trying to avoid that happening at all it's fine ]
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[ Get annoyed. Ayabe gets annoyed all the time. People are annoying. ]
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